Well this was my first week back at work :( I miss my little angel so much throughout the day leaving is really hard. I only worked Tues-Fri due to the holiday so that was nice. Chris had to work till nine on Friday (overtime)so Kim was amazing and got up early and headed over to our house with Molly to watch Temperence for two hours till Chris came home. I have noticed that Friday has been so much easier for me because Chris had her so she was with a parent. It makes me sad that such a young baby has to be away from her parents. Plus I know I will have the weekend with her. Leslie has been caring for her the other days. She was really great and wrote everything down for me along with sending cute pictures throughout the day. Next week she will be coming to our house so Temperence will have a normal crib, jumper and high chair which makes it so much easier because she likes to eat her feet while she is eating and a high chair prevents that. Work has been challenging as a lot of people are new/gone. I also am doing a different position I used to work part time legal secretary and part time Accounts Payable Specialist now I am working full time Accounts Payable Specialist. Everyone has been very nice and welcomed me back. Also my boss has been understanding about me being sad slash coming in with red puffy eyes. I have turned my desk into a Temperence shrine. I dont care I like looking at her all day long :) My daddy says hes waiting for the tattoos to start LOL I think leaving your child is the toughest thing I have had to deal with emotionally. Everyday when I have to hand my little angel over to another person to watch a part of me dies a little. I want to be the one to watch her but financially we cant. On the other hand I am trying so hard to look at the positive side. Chris and I are fortunate enough to have a beautiful, smart, healthy and very happy daughter. Some people are not fortunate enough to have children. Temperence seems to be okay with the transition. She has been a little more needy and grumpy because she has to get up earlier then she is used to and I have noticed she is waking more at night. I bet this is such a hard thing for her. Her mom has been there for the past six months and now she is just gone nine hours a day but like most children she will get used to it. She is so adorable when I come in I get a gummed smile those are the best or at night when we are playing she is just so much fun. Temperence got a new car seat we received it yesterday. After plenty of asking around and researching I found Britax to be the best, pricey but its safety cant go cheap there.
